A lot has happened since I came home and it’s only been 3 days! I won’t share all of it, because I’d like to keep some aspects of my personal life personal (but if we are friends on Facebook or Snapchat, I hope you are enjoying my updates!)
I recently shared the best picture I think I’ve ever taken so far.
And I felt truly happy at that moment. Flying above the clouds, getting out of the routine, staring at the sun. Travelling towards the sun, what can top that, right?
And then I looked at the people next to me. A couple in their 60s, having wine and gin, laughing, talking about all sorts, holding hands…
At that very moment I thought, yes I am happy, being on a plane, going somewhere sunny. But it would made me even happier if I’d share that moment with someone special, like that lovely couple next to me, who looked like they ‘ve been with each other for years and years.
They now live in Cyprus permanently. I could imagine them having breakfast together in the sun in their pretty garden full of flowers, having a coffee and reading the newspaper, enjoying the silence and talking about random things and having a laugh every now and then.
I don’t need anyone else to be happy, you can be single and have all the fun in the world and after two breakups in 4 months, I think I had enough for now.
And I am not one of those people who thinks getting married and having kids is the ultimate goal in life, because for me it isn’t.
But in the future, if I am lucky enough, I’d love to meet someone who makes me feel special and I make him feel special.
Someone who would be up for my crazy ideas and I’d be up for his. Who will love me for who I am and sticks with me even when life gets difficult and I’do the same for him.
Someone who I would share a special connection with and we will communicate with each other by just looking in each other’s eyes.
Go on trips and explore the world together, have fun and enjoy life together.
Sharing your life with someone special is beautiful and I haven’t had the chance to experience this special kind of love.
I won’t even mention my relationships in my early 20s, but my most recent ones didn’t work out or ended too soon which made me wonder if I will ever find my Mr Sugar (thank you Cheryl Strayed for your awesome book, I highly recommend it!).
If you found your Mr or Mrs Sugar, that special one, give them a special hug and a kiss today.
For now I am enjoying life with friends and family, living in the moment. Who knows what the future will bring? Life is full of surprises!! And remember, never say never!
Love you all! X
PS. Special thank you to that one person who checks my blog every day 🙂